I guess I'd just like some Tinker Toys...

Keith just melts my socks off. Thanks J for buying A the CD for Christmas so I can enjoy it. Haha. So I survived my 20th Christmas. I'm not a big fan of Christmas, but I guess as I get older I can bear it a little more because I have a ton more appreciation for all the work that goes into it as well as for the real reason behind it. All the stupid petty stuff I can't take though. I like the breakfast with my family; I like the food and company and laughter. It was really nice to get just to spend time with my family and truly soak them up. Of course, you realize some interesting things about your family-good and bad. Classic stuff.
So, rather than say what I got for Christmas, I will just say that I am thankful for everything I have-materialistic and not. My family and everything they can give me is amazing. And I have friends that truly love me and care about me. I am thankful that Aunt M wore pants under her Mrs. Claus outfit. I am thankful that Gram didn't get as drunk as last year. I am thankful my mom didn't stick a fake penis in her mouth in front of me when I was 11. I am thankful that I have a car to drive, clothes to wear, food to eat, and a home. You know, I don't really like Christmas, but it's one of those times when you really realize how much you have. So, I can't hate it for that.
We watched the Grinch last night and A Christmas Story. I forgot that the kid wanted a blimp and that he slept with it under the tree. Gotta love that movie.
All the nights I have been home, A and I have slept in the same bed together. We are too cute, and I love her too much.
Anyhow, Christmas is over, and for once I don't feel empty. I feel content. And it's a good feeling. Now the fun starts with friends and family. M is coming in less than two days, and I get to show him all the fun stuff here. Haha yeah right. Well, I'm going to bed without a silver blimp. I guess I will survive.

"Did you come here straight from Santa’s workshop? Cuz you’re a real doll." - some Elf