Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Home Sweet Home

Oh my. The first day back in the ville and it's totally drama filled as usual. Great.
So I spent last night with my AJ and it was amazing! I love that girl more than anything ever! Today, I came home. I relaxed, moved stuff back in, and saw friends. First off, I want to say I have missed a couple of them more than I even realized. I have definitely missed my family a ton! However, putting 9 high school friends together was way interesting. The drama is intense. Some things never ever change. The people I was closest with I spent the most time with, and the other people were just around. The night could not go by without me getting into an argument with the person I spent most of my high school days arguing with. And...some people cannot let go. I am so sick of everything reverting right back to two years ago as soon as I step foot here again. I feel horrible with people using people for info and everyone talking behind everyone else's backs. I actually compared tonight with a scene from Laguna Beach. Yes, our little town it's only little Laguna. So dumb. Dear UD, I miss you!!!! College life is amazing. College friends are amazing.
I do not really have anything profound to say today. I just think it's funny how I've changed, but everything else hasn't. Life is so funny in some ways. All I can say is for once in my life, I'm truly happy and content. I feel whole for many reasons. I feel good for many reasons. I'm happy. And I mean it.

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." -Dr. Seuss

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