Back home again...this time for Easter break. I just spent tonight with some great people and some not so great people. I dunno...it's funny but as soon as you come home, you are filled with emotions and labeled all over again. High school ends, but with the people you will only know from high school, it lives on. Every road, every corner, every place holds a memory. How can one place hold so much for one person? I think maybe the memories are why I don't want to come back to live here. I am not myself here...or am I really my complete self here and not myself at Dayton? Who knows. What I know is that in the four walls of my home I'm myself and in Dayton I'm myself...at least the self I want to be. Who even knows. All I know is some of my favorite people are here and will forever be here and some of my least favorite people are here and will forever stay here.
Anyhow, life is good other than all that confusion coming home stuff. Easter is by far my favorite holiday! I love chocolate and spring (although it is snowing here). The end of the semester is coming soon. I still get sad thinking about it, but this summer is going to be incredible and hopefully life changing...if I'm lucky.
I went to visit my cousin today. He's definitely much bigger than me, and he's only eleven years old. Craziness. Anyhow, I feel like his 3rd mother - that is, after his mom and my grandma. I help him with school work and his ipod and life in general. I love him so much, and with his situation I just want him to turn out the best he can. And if I can help that, damn it, I will.
Ok well I believe that's all I feel like writing tonight. I'm a sleepy girl. I can't sleep well at home. I don't know why. I guess my comfy bed is at school now...weird.
"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means you move on and treasure the memories."
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