Today was my favorite holiday, and I've been awake for all but 5 hours for it! I have been so sleep deprived this weekend...and coming home I'm supposed to catch up on my sleep. I just cannot relax here. Anyhow, Easter was lovely and wonderful and everything I'd hope it to be. Except the snow flurries were not appreciated by this girl.
So, I got to catch up with some very special, close friends over this break. It was very necessary and made me feel really great. I feel like I've made some bonds in my life with some amazing people. I am truly lucky to have the support system I have. :)
Anyhow, I started to look at my senior year yearbook tonight. Goodness. Sometimes I like looking back, but this time I did not at all. It's such a mix of emotions. How I thought things were going to turn out and now looking at how they are veering completely off of my plans. It's crazy. Then some people I will always have a special soft spot for - even people who don't deserve it. It's weird to make plans and have almost every single thing fall through. I have been through so much in the last 2 years. I have had my heart broken. I have had my beliefs challenged. I have had my outlook changed. My plans have been shattered. I have been hit with surprises. I have made some incredible friends. I have lost some pretty cool friends. Everything has changed. I think it's for the better...I feel good about the changes. It's just weird. Weird to look back and see how far I have actually come.
Well, driving 4 hours tomorrow is no small task and this chica needs sleep.
"Nothing you love is lost. Not really. Things, people - they always go away... sooner or later. You can't hold them anymore than you can hold the moonlight. But if they've touched you, if they're inside of you, then they're still yours. The only things you ever really have are the ones you hold inside your heart."
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