Saturday, December 22, 2007

Poison kisses in the rain

I can't believe it is already so close to Christmas. So, like other breaks I have been playing hermit. I have finished one book, and I have three more I want to read before break is over. It looks like I will be getting much more quality reading time this break too.
For some reason, this whole year has been filled with disappointments. They keep coming and coming, and this break it seems like I am really getting hit hard with them. Apparently, 2007 has not filled her quota on disappointments, so she's trying extra hard to make sure she gets her last few in before the new year. I hope 2008 doesn't even have a quota for disappointments or I may not make it through. I am constantly working hard, trying harder, and swimming upstream all the while. I can't wait to reach land and relax for awhile...this hard work better pay off at some point. I just feel like in every single area of my life, I am not getting anywhere.
In other news, I went to some bars last night with some friends, and although it was fun, it still doesn't beat a good book, a glass of wine, and a comfy chair. I suppose I enjoy getting intellectually drunk rather than dancing like a moron drunk. Oh well.
I believe that is all I feel like writing at the moment. My bed looks inviting, and frankly, I've had enough of today...

"We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude."

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