Saturday, August 18, 2007

I am not a good goodbyer...

Well, it's off to school once again. Leaving this time is almost as hard as leaving the very first time. I am kind of dreading being away from my family, especially after what happened with Ry. It's rough, and I've been having some really rough days. Hopefully my friends at UD will help me out a lot. I am pretty sure they will.

As soon as I get back to school, I begin to work and study. Yuck. I guess now I have to start setting markers of things to look forward to. That always helps get through the long weeks. Usually I am always looking forward to the weekends. Weekends at college are the best, and I am totally excited about them.

Today I had to say a few hard goodbyes, and I have discovered that I really stink at saying goodbye, especially to people I really care about. I am the blubbering crier. Goodness gracious, just what I've always wanted to be.

Tonight as I was saying goodbye to T, the wind was blowing. Only it wasn't a warm summer breeze; the chill of autumn has begun to sweep through the trees and around me. So, tonight I said goodbye to T and goodbye to summer. But what a spectacular summer I've had.


"Goodbyes make you think, they make you realize what you’ve had and what you lost and what you’ve taken for granted."

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